Fuck you too
6:59 pm x Monday, Sept. 01, 2003
WELL, we never went shopping. Ain't that horrible? Yeah. I wanted to see them all so bad. But nope.
It JUST hit me that school is tomorrow. I don't wanna go. But I REALLY want to see my friends SOOO badley. I dont want Kristen or Troy to beat us up. Damn i hate them with a fucking ass pashion.
I am dead cold. My hands used to be that clammy cold feeling. But now they are just ice cold. And so is the rest of my body. I think that I am dieing. My knees are purlple and I am really pale. You know when you are cold and you can see purple vein things in your skin? Well that is what is all over my body right now.
Brb. I have to go to the washroom REAL bad.
Ah. I am back. I am STILL cold. My toes are falling off, my hands are already off. What else is next? My knees are starting to crumble.
I have never been this cold in my own house ever before. I shall be back later.
I am back. Fuck am I pissed. I am so pissed. My neighbors offered me a job to walk their dogs right? So I said yes, and then my dad told me to go their after supper right? And I never went because I am to shy to go by myself. So then a few mintues ago, my dad askes me again if I have gone and I said no. So he gets REALLY mad and he started yelling. So then we both go to talk about it right? AND THEY ARN'T HOME!! OH GOD. He made me feel REALLY guilty. But I never said anything. So then I come back home and I start to cry. I am crying while I write this. I'm listening to Our Lady Peace because they know what is going through teenagers heads. I love them.